Brian's and my faith and trust in the Lord was put to the test 2 weeks ago when Braxton arrived. It was such a devastating feeling to know that we had no control over Braxton's recovery, that we couldn't "fix the problem", that we could not hold him and love on him to comfort him. But we trust in a wonderful amazing God who listens to our every request and desire. Although we couldn't hold him, God had Braxton in his arms the entire time! Braxton recovered very quickly from the respiratory distress and should not have any resulting health problems.
Over 24 hours after delivery, we were finally allowed to touch and hold our sweet baby boy. I remember thinking how amazing and miraculous it is that we created him. Even so amazing is that we serve a God that cares for us, calms our fears, comforts our hearts, and listens to our prayers. Our trust and faith has grown.
Now that we are home, God is testing our patience :).